Today is Saturday...and start from today onwards, i will be alone at room because my roommate is attending a conference in Czech Republic. Just feel very lonely at room. Don't know what to do and become very lazy. I just do not have any mood to do anything....
Yesterday i feel quite sad due to an event. Before i went to sleep and after i wake up from my sleep, that incident is still running on my mind. Someone who know me well will definitely know what happened.
Yesterday i messaged her and ask her about something. But the answer that i got really disappointed me. I would like to raise this question here if all of you wouldn't mind, " Is what people going to say matter? Is that really that important what other people say about you?" I just don't get it. If you did nothing wrong, why so afraid of what people say......Tongue of slander is never silent. Those who are your true friends will believe in you, and those who are not will
back stab you no matter what is your excuses.
I made lots of decision which pleases her because I don't want to hurt someone that i really care about. I listen and follow no matter what is her decision. I respect her decision and tried to do everything that makes her happy. But, is this what i get after all this? Cant she listen to me once? Is that so difficult for us to have a meal and have a little chatting?
There is a saying which sounds like this,
"The thing always happens that you really believe in, and the belief in a thing makes it happen". I have faith in this saying, but will my dream come true some day? Only time will tell.....
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