~I'm not transparent~

Today is the eve of Mid-Autumn Festival, and now the time is showing 11.41pm.

I am trying to balance up myself, but why things happened and made me feel the same way, again and again~

I am fine physically, meanwhile, I felt something was amiss and I don't know what the hell is that which made my heart felt so pain~ I hope I could ignore all these....but I cant~

I hate that I feel it that way, hate it, so much~

And I hate the way i am thinking of it~

I even believe the one that i care a lot will understand me, but she doesn't. As a matter of fact, she is the one that makes my heartache so unbearable~

I lost the sense of belonging suddenly~

but somehow, I still here, physically, completely~

Do not keep me as innocence, I feel so noob~

That's me, and that's nothing wrong to be myself~

Is it worth it treating the people we care with love~

But why the one we care a lot is the one that hurt us a lot~

sometimes the words, will lower a person self esteem~

That's the reason i prefer to keep silence sometimes~

Don't wish to hurt people or to be hurt by other people~